Time will move forward and so will I.
Time will change and so will I.
Learning is a good thing, a part of groving up, but still you need to be a child. I’m a child that have wings but don’t know how to use them. Not now, but I will fly. I will learn in time coz time will change me.
I’ve been to afraid before, but I refuse to be afraid any longer. Whatever happens will be a part of my life, and it may fade into memories sometimes. I know my life is not what I want I to be at this point, but I also know that it’s not to late to change it.
This summer has both been the worst and the best summer so far. I know summer is’t over jet but most of it is. Two chases of death within my family, within a week. And both of them a didn’t have time to say goobye. One of my best friends got canser and getting trough her treatment this summer. I’m trying to support her the best I can, but it is hard for me to understand it. I’ve been hurt too, I got a realy bad cut over my hand so well now I waithing for the doctors reply what to do with it. Right now I’m having a hard time using one of my fingers and well I guess it will be surgery. And as long as I have this I won’t be abel to do martial arts, and that’s one of the things that keeps me going. I try to do some meditation, but well it’s just to mutch on my mind right now. Many of my friends are depressed right now, so I can’t really feel sorry for myself, I should not be doing that ether, coz so many have a worsh time than me. Still I can’t help it, I want to cry sometimes, cos it hurts. It really hurts to loose someone dear to you. And when you can’t talk to anyone about it, it eats you from the inside.
Well oufcorse it’s more. I quit my job 5 days ago. I could not do it anymore, it was only part time and I worked like I was doing full time and didn’t get paid for it. Oh well that might have been a good thing, I can consentrate on doing other more important stuff.
I guess this might not seem to be anything to cry about, but trying to be strong for everyone around you it’s really hard when you just want them to listen to you for a short time, that for me is hard.
Just whant to get it out of my system. Thanx for listening. ^^
Sorry for bad spelling.
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